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Complexity of the Male Ego

Thu, 27 Nov 2008 12:14:26 GMT

Okay, not trying to sound like a total feminist, but after watching Scrubs Season 7 today, i finally understand the Male Ego. Its the thing about man that they dont like to do. they just do not like to be wrong nor do to they want to embarass themselves in front of other male man. they can never be satisfied with the female gender because sometimes whatever the female does is never enough. they can never be 100% satisfied. so my dear female friends, how do we resolve this issue? STAND UP. the male species cannot resist or handle two things, SEX and the other CONFRONTATION. ( trust me, i looked it up =P ) yes ladies, confrontation. men hate to get into fights. this is no ordinary fights involving butt kicking, face punching, balls cracking, no no NO. but rather, fights with their female partners. but somehow or rather, they always seem to be getting themselves into it. why? cuz they're never SATISFIED. surprisingly, half of their kind actually admit to it. but ladies, really. i think after u think about it, and analyse each situation. its somewhat true. yet despite all the shit they put us through, we're always still there for them emotionally and physically. the question that we need to ask ourselves is " WHY?" because we know, deep down inside, as much of a bunch of babies these boys are, we still love em'.

Friday, November 21, 2008

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 12:10:24 GMT

its hard enough when u get heartbroken Twice in a year..i guess its hard to take in things. things that u dont wanna see or face. it happens with both people as well. two people whom i've cared about so much this year..and seeing them drift off and leaving me behind. i guess thats what hurts the most. maybe its a phase i'm going through. i guess it needs time.

hey shobz, now i know why this pic was taken.

Heroes Season 3

Thu, 20 Nov 2008 09:43:41 GMT

i'm currently watching Heroes Season 3. since my dear cousin is Taken..she cant drool over these MEN. smeee ;P i can! tell me these hottie are to die for! =D

The Graduation

Thu, 20 Nov 2008 03:38:20 GMT

The night had finally arrived. the night where we bid our final farewell's. The entire event went very well, everything went on as planned. Food was pretty good, Mutton was yummy! haha =) it was night of fun and laughter. reliving all the old memories and asked where they were heading next. i just wanna say that i will definitely miss EVERYONE in Ausmat.

You guys have been so supportive in everything! the best BUNCH ever!! after we finished dinner..everyone decided to head to BarCelona to celebrate Amritaraj's b'day. we sang we dance and we laughed! haha. the music was banging really loud, but we had fun nonetheless. after that Shobz, Ams, Fel and I were roaming around Pyramid since it was empty. took a couple of pics and realised that we werent really alone. haha! but we had fun. it will be a day that i'll always remember.

its crazy how this year has ended so quickly. how much we've grown over these past few months. THANK YOU to everyone once again. Love you all loads. Thanks for all the crazy memories. and those crazy times we had! haha!

Music mania

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 15:29:24 GMT

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Tue, 18 Nov 2008 03:03:29 GMT

My Favourite Girls =)

Just GOOD Photos

Tue, 18 Nov 2008 02:37:24 GMT

Ausmat Flag

Me, Amrita, Tanisha and Shobz-Futsal Prac

Wawa and Mike-Student Ambassador

Shobz, Me, Fel- Last Days in Ausmat

Adnesh, Shra, Fel, Shobz

The Gang- Sunway Top Model

when the END is near

Tue, 18 Nov 2008 02:14:22 GMT

Its sad to know that Ausmat is coming to its end. actually after Tonight(grad night), there will be be no more ausmat. nevertheless, i can boldly say that i've grown so much over these past few months. grown to accept new things and view it in a different perspective. i've met a whole bunch of good people this year and all of which have GREAT qualities. we've had fantastic lecturers whom wont be forgotten. although i've gone through bad times this year with the male species, haha, i can say i will cherish those memories and learn from them. i thought i met the perfect guy for me until it fell apart. but hey, he is a great guy and he's someone u can defiinitely learn from. we had good times together. although he doesnt believe in memories, i do. and this is something that i will keep with me. to all my friends in ausmat, u guys have stuck with me through thick and thin. we all have gone through so much together. THANK YOU for everything. i LOVE u guys loads. Here are a few theme day pictures to relive those days.

Nerd Day

Beach Day

Teachers Day

Sunnies Day

Talentime Tag

I'd like to say this is the End, but its merely Just the Beginning.

Pre-During-Past Mocks

Sat, 18 Oct 2008 01:09:55 GMT

i just realised that i had not blog for quite awhile now. my blog actually looks/is DEAD. haha! okay.. so to make things easier..

Pre Mocks

gosh! pre-mocks was CRAZY! i had my family over that week, and i mean.. EVERY SINGLE DAY there was family over. it was kinda difficult for me to isolate myself as everyone kept asking how i was and stuff of that sort. the aunties were quite surprised that i had "grown up so quickly" and "cant believe ur finishing college soon". cute nonetheless to see them ranting away about that. i've always been the baby of the family.

studying, studying and MORE studying. got to the point where i was MENTALLY EXAUSTED. then.. DOOMSDAY had arrived..

During Mocks

oh boy THE HORROR! going through some of those papers were mind-boggling. let me repeat that... MIND BOGGLING. u have NO idea! panic-stricken rush through me everytime i had to sit for a paper. especially IS, ECONS and APPLICS. god only knows how i faired in those papers, at least i know i gave it all i could have.

Past Mocks

this part was always the best. shobz, hao xian, goh and i went to Pyramid to watch Flight of the Living Dead.( utter RIDICULOUS movie but funny enough i can actually use that for my English paper, haha!) the occasional teasing from Hao Xian and Shobz bout asking a certain someone to come by. haha. the poor guy has finals la =)

anyhoo.. then it was SHOBZ'S b'day! what an event to plan! it was SO much fun to do. goh and i had to make sure we got everything planned out just right, used code words to shield a few info's.. and the result? A MEMORABLE B'DAY FOR SHOBINI BALRAJ. she DESERVES it. (love u la shobz. =)*squeeze *
she got presents, old pics and now, video, and a nice SMASH OF CAKE on her face topped off with hersheys syrup! haha! she was SWEET!. haha. fun nonetheless =P

then it was the visits over to AC. twice to be precise.. but both times went equally well. got to see a certain someone, hung out with him for awhile. talking to each other practically every night. puts a smile on my face =)
the amount of crap we come up with.. haha! its good to talk to someone who ur comfortable with and has almost the same things they're looking for in a person. you know? its only been a week talking to him, yet we actually feel we've known each other for quite awhile. shows how much we;re comfortable with each other. i like the way things are going.. we'll just have to let time tell what happens in the future.

WAY past Mocks

now.. the results are coming out. freaking out! but otherwise.. its 2 and half more weeks to Finals and 1 and half weeks to Diwali! i'm looking forward to Diwali. CELEBRATIONS! haha. cant wait to see family and have friends over.

after that, its time to face the finals. i'm gonna sit my ass down and study and score for my externals. i want/need to get into a good university and i'm NOT planning to let my family down. i'm gonna show everyone that i CAN/WILL do this. most of all, i'm doing this for my dad. i want him to be proud of me while he's looking down from above. (still missing u dearly paps)

its sad to know that i;ve only got 1 week left in college with all the lecturers. then, its over. no more ausmat. I DONT DENY that i've had THE BEST time this year! i've met SO many great people and will always love them. you guys have been GREAT fun! we all have to go somwhere else this year-holiday that is! jom jom! i dont mind Langkawi again. but lets go somewhere else. where we all can remember good times with everyone. it'll be the last trip with everyone. when this ends, i'm gonna miss all of you. I REALLY AM..

27 more days till Lokzha comes back! wooot =P cant wait dears! its gonna be so much fun! *looooveyouuu*

GYZ, watch out! Revenge from Shobz is pretty SWEET.

Dv, Thaya and Shal! I love you girls much much! thanks so much for helping me with Shob's b'day plan! *hugs*

All AUSMAT-ians who helped..thanks so much for being a part of it! couldnt have worked with u all.

to YOU, yeah YOU. this blog is somewhat for you. note the parts directed to you. haha. thanks for making me smile. hope you kinda were kinda paying kinda attention to kinda it. HAHA! doesnt sound nice when its typed out la. haha. talk to you soon.

THANK YOU ALL! =p

Its Sorted

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 10:17:23 GMT

I want to thank you for sorting things out. I know the convo didnt go as i thought it would have been but at least the problems were settled and we ended on a good note. I do apologize on my behalf and i'm glad things are good now. We should have talked things out instead of giving each other the cold shoulder.
Despite everything that happened,
I do want to thank you.